I went back and forth on whether I wanted to post this update or not. It always seems that whenever I do post or get excited about what I’m working on…life happens. Life has happened so hard since 2011/2012 that it’s been a struggle to just get from day to day, much less be creative while doing it. So through many illnesses, hospitalizations, surgeries, diagnoses–with myself and others–I put writing aside.
I just couldn’t do it. The words were gone.
In May 2024, a lot of things changed. Life stopped stabbing so hard and started putting pressure on those wounds that it had inflicted instead. I’ve kind of tried to just roll with it and be cool, but the distrust that this reality wasn’t quite “real” was strong. But here at the 7-8 month mark, wounds seem to have healed. Scars remain, but I’m slowly easing back into what I loved to do so long ago.
I never planned on a long cliffhanger between Secrets and Ascension. And I never willingly abandoned the series. More like it was ripped away and hidden until I was ready to find it again. Along with all the other works I had in progress. I tried to “come back” a few times, but the unkindness of some readers (likely anxious for the book, not another excuse why it wasn’t here yet) was so hard to ignore.
My skin’s a little thicker this time.
As of today, 12/26/24, Ascension is … oh, about 70% complete. The words are slow, but they’re coming every day. I’m trying to re-learn not to second-guess everything, but I’ve been away for too long. It’s a process, I know. And that’s how we do things now.
Small steps.
Consistency.
Looking forward to 2025… we’ll see where it goes.